RePrEsSeD- dEpReSsEd - BlEsSeD

Life isn’t how she planned it to be
She’s seen too much reality to believe in dreams
She thinks to herself true happiness isn’t meant for me
If it was, I would be able to do as I please
Not be imprisoned by all this responsibility
Responsibility that she wishes she could leave
Physically confined and emotionally deprived
Sadness emanates through her dammed up eyes
A dam ready to burst though she tries her best to disguise
Her pain with a smile and her anger with deceitful guile

She knows that everything happens for a reason
And everything has a time, place and season
But she feels her bad time has gone into overtime
And it’s driving her slowly out of her already confused mind
Uncertain and unsure
Unfeeling and insecure
Wanting to feel more
Than just this anger, frustration and the constant need to war
With everyone that gets in the way
Those who don’t think before they say
Those who don’t help or give her enough time in the day
They could all just go to hell as far as she cares anyway

One day things will get better for her
This trying time will become a distant memory, a blur
She has health, strength, a family and love
Love from her family on earth and her Father above
Soon, very soon she’ll come to see
That after heavy rain falls the sun comes out and shines brightly
And maybe, just maybe these trying times are a test
And the reward for passing is to be truly blessed

Copyright © 2008 PTD Lawrence